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Mommy to lego and minecraft obsessed little boy and twin girls who love dressing in tutus or princess gowns and trying on Mom's makeup. All 3 of my kids have their special talents and strengths and their unique challenges. Autism, Apraxia, Hypotonia, Anxiety, Sensory Processing, Receptive Language Disorder, and IEPs are all a part of the language spoken in this house! Always on the go to one therapy or play date to another support group meeting. . .

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

These old shoes. . .



Dear Teacher, Teacher’s Assistant, Therapist, Therapeutic Support Staff:
This week we’ve been making some thank you gifts and cards for all your hard work and dedication. I’ve struggled with them because they don’t seem ENOUGH. 

Thank You seems like such a simple way, like an inadequate way, to express our appreciation.


When JD started special instruction pre-K, he had a 2 word phrase limited vocabulary. That first day he hid underneath the desk. His anxiety and sensory problems were challenges. Currently, JD is much more present, able to converse, able to sit and listen to a story time. JD’s a happy little boy with a wonderful sense of humor, a strong curiosity and I don’t know that I’d know all this if it weren’t for how well he’s progressed. 

As he has changed and matured, I have also changed. I’ve stopped being the terrified sad mother and have dared to dream and hope that one day we could mainstream to a regular setting school. My goal at that 1st IEP meeting was to have him in a regular Kindergarten setting. I am terrified and incredibly thankful as we say good bye to SPIN.

You may have been my son’s teacher, teacher’s assistant, speech or occupational therapist, or his staff support. But you have also been someone to give me hope, to offer helpful feedback or advice. You have been the brunt of my pushing, my demanding, my questioning, and sometimes even my crying.
As we approach our last day at SPIN, I struggle with the words to convey how emotional this is. SPIN has been our home and now we’ve outgrown it like a pair of his shoes. I’m the one who wants to cry and hold on to the desk chair, scared of what’s to come. I cried the first day I dropped him off, I followed his bus that 1st day, and now that we’ve reached it, I’ll cry our last day. Bittersweet tears of thanks, of good bye, of awe for the work you do. You will always hold a very special place in our hearts. I won’t ever forget how much a role you played in my son’s early intervention. We're going to miss you ladies so much!

You Folks Rock. Thank You! Thank You! A million thank you’s!